Don't build a wall around yourself because you are afraid of herbals made or taking a bold step especially when it's come to health issues and getting cure. And it is dishonest to what my heart wants. It is a cowardly to say no to herbal medicine. I completely shut down and I was just waking up like is this how life going to end this temporary herpes outbreak “fuck everybody with herpes if you know what I mean” but let's be honest here. For me personally, hearing over and over how I am not good enough has really invaded my mind in the worst way possible. I have pushed and resisted that relationship this past year through all the bullshit I have had to go through living with Herpes but once again, God is bigger than my stubbornness and broke through that outbreak cold sore and all I had Genital Herpes.
It is no secret that I have a very deep and personal relationship with God.
